life's a climb, but the view is great
hi there (: i'll be sixteen in a month, i am not very complicated. I like to write when I can't express my feelings any other way. I'm the type of girl who never assumes someone's not being honest with her, the type that collects quotes, bakes random stuff and overthinks things. Summertime's my favorite, rainy days are meant for sleeping in. Little kids are just awesome. Travelling, movie nights, and spending time with friends make me really happy. my name's Ana, that's as specific as i can be<3 .
'what I've learned is not to change who you are, because eventually you'll run out of new things to become' - Taylor Swift
Confiar, creer , soñar, todo eso es tener esperanza. Saber que aunque el mundo se nos venga encima y por más imposible que parezca hay algo que nos va a salvar, algo o alguien. Porque la esperanza no es un deseo, es una certeza, una certeza de que después de todas las tormentas sale el sol.
Being lonely ... being alone ... for many people ... sucks. I get it, I get it, I get it. But still I have to say that yes, my belief is that being with somebody who makes you feel shitty or doesn't honor the person you are is worse.
It is the possibility that keeps me going … and though you may call me a dreamer or a fool or any other thing, I believe that anything is possible. ~ The Notebook
I'm afraid of not having enough time. Not enough time to understand people, how they really are, or to be understood myself. I'm afraid of quick judgments and mistakes that everybody makes. You can't fix them without time. I'm afraid of seeing snapshots instead of movies.
Honestly, if you're not willing to sound stupid you don't deserve to be in love - A Lot Like Love
You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, every day we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours. And, my darling, you will always be mine. –The Notebook
At times the world can seem an unfriendly and sinister place. But believe us when we say there is much more good in it than bad. All you have to do is look hard enough. And what might seem to be a series of unfortunate events, may in fact, be the first steps of a journey. – Lemony Snicket’s A Series of Unfortunate Events.
Sometimes i wonder if anything's absolute anymore. Is There Still right and wrong? Good and bad? Truth and lies? Or is everything negotiable,left to interpretation, grey. Sometimes we're forced to bend the truth, transform it, cause we're faced with things that are not of our own making. And sometimes things simply catch up to us. Truth is still absolute. Believe that. Even when that truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you've ever imagined. And even when truth is more cruel than any lie.
There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be honored by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up.
'Be not afraid of life. Believe that life is worth living, and your belief will help create the fact."
'Grownups never understand anything for themselves, and it is tiresome for children to be always explaining things to them." - the little prince
'To be nobody-but-yourself - in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else - means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting.'" - E.E Cummings
Because, it's only when you’re tested that you truly discover who you are. - Lucas Scott
Don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe you'll get more than you could have imagine. Who knows where life could take you. The road is long and in the end the journey is the destination. - One Tree Hill
title: ain't about what's waiting on the other side..
date: Monday, November 30, 2009
I don't know whether world peace is possible or whether it will ever exist- all i know is that we have to stop trying to change evertyithing and everyone, and find our own peace. After all, it's not about everything being alright and having no troubles or no fears at all. For me, it's about finding a balance, being ok with not having everything as we want it, loving the people who matter and not worrying about those who dont, finding beauty even in the darkest places, and learing from our mistakes.
Life's a climb, but the view is great <3
title: it's like rain on your wedding day
date: Thursday, November 26, 2009
An old man turned 98, won the lottery and died the following day, ironic right? Traffic is stuck exactly on the day you're running late, or you don't have money when you see something you need to buy. It's like a million spoons when all you need is a knife, it's meeting the guy of your dreams, and being introduced to his 'beautiful girlfriend' it's like the person who expects that you apologize for something you didnt do, it's like the one who says is a good friend amd backstabs you- really ironic
And I, I think that life has this really, really curious way of teaching us some lessons. Very Ironic.
title: you make it easier, when life is hard
date: Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Cause, you've always been there for me,
cause you still always are
because i know i can trust you anything
and you know ill always be there
because with you, I laugh even when it's impossible
you can lighten up any situation
because it's not hard to be myself with you
and it's easier still to be honest, and tell you what i think
because although it's not biological,
you are my sisters.
because although we're not together all the time
it feels like i'm never without you
because though we have our stupid little fights
it takes two minutes to realize
that my life would suck without you.
thank you, just thank you for being so awesome
for making me happy
for making my life a little easier
and my world a little brighter
thank you for being
the best friends EVER <3
date: Monday, November 23, 2009
luckily, I just have to go to school till Friday, then..
three months of long-awaited FREEDOM!
God bless the summer ♥
title: no expectations . no disappointments
Whatever I tried before was simply not good enough, and maybe, i don't always have to have a clear goal, or something i'm aiming to.
Mainly it's about expressing myself, it's always been about that. Probably, this blog will get 2 readers a month tops, but the true meaning of it all is not how many people read it. Great, if it can help someone, or just entertain someone, well, that's a bonus.
What I'm aiming for, is my own thing, an escape method, somewhere when I can express my feelings or my ideas without being told whether i'm right or wrong, because, leaving that aside, this probably expresses just how I feel.
So yeah, If you're reading, whoever you are, thank you. I hope it isn't too boring, and I hope maybe someday I'll look back on this and see exactly who I am today.
I can't promise it will be exciting, fun or whatever. All I know I can promise is it will sure be honest and espontaneous, because when I look back at it, I wanna read about myself, not a well-rehearsed speech.
Why a public blog if it's mainly for myself?
Well, i am hoping it will draw me to update, as standard journaling surely doesnt work for me. It's just the beginning, i don't know where it may lead.