so apparently i'm very different to everyone else. I never thought of it much, to be honest. I have never worried of what everyone else did, ive always done what i felt like at my own time. But it's amazing when I start figuring myself out, what I find. i am VERY far from knowing everything about anything, I still havent figured myself out completly. But what I know is that I am me, and that's pretty much it. Simple huh? Not really, because the concept 'me' can be translated into many different things, so let me explain what 'me' means in my case. For one, I am a girl, that has to say something, I like clothes and chic flicks and I tend to be emotional. Although considered girly i LOVE football, I pretty much watch ESPN instead of the Fashion TV, I still dont know exactly why. I have many friends, and try to be the best person with all of them, but my best friend AND favorite blonde is Lula. As simple as that sounds, it took a while for me to figure it out.
I have never ever harmed anyone on purpose. I have been let down, and I am pretty sure I've let down some people, although most of them have just misanderstood some of my actions. I have made mistakes, but I dont regret them, I never will. Every failure has been a lesson, and there's always a reason why things go the way they go.
I deeply miss someone, that's a fact, but although she's not here, she'll never be absent, if that makes any sense to you.
I have slights obsessions that change with time, i am irrevocalby a hopless romantic. I think that there's love for everyone out there, in every shape and form. I think that everyone has the need to feel loved and cared about, no matter who you are. And most of all I know that i have faith. While I breath I hope. I have faith in everyone, because the people I have to thank the most, are the people who have had faith in me, even when i didn't have faith in myself. Those people, are the ones that have taught me the most important lessons I have yet learned. Never ever give up on your dreams. When you try hard enough, anything is possible, you just have to let go of your fears, set yourself a goal, and you'll do things you never even imagined you could. 2010 has come as ' The year of no fear'. I think that motto has applied to my 14 days of this year so far. And that just happened thanks to all the people who have had faith in me, who have believed in me, and in some way have taught me important lessons in one way or another. So I just want to say thank you, to everyone, Im sorry, to the people that i've hurt in some way, and I love you, to my true friends, you know who you are.